Excruciating Pain: A Personal Battle Against the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headaches

It was a gloomy weekday morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a intense pain bloomed behind my right eye. It was followed by quick stabs, similar to lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain eased and then came back with increased intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.

The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and once more in the spring, soon forming an annual cycle. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-blown agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP finally sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.

Cluster headaches often start with intense discomfort around a single eye that persists for several hours.

About one in 1,000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually begin with abrupt, excruciating agony focused on one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.

What connects patients is the intensity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered 64% of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the figure dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.

One patient, 74, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her teens, similar to many causes, made things worse. After having sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.

Her family often mistook her attacks as drunken episodes. Support eventually came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a national hospital.

Nevertheless, the failure to plan life around erratic attacks took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.


Headaches have been described throughout history. “The earliest description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They linked the ailment to an evil entity who afflicted his victims' heads.

Ancient healing texts propose bizarre treatments for what some observers would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.

It was a European doctor who provided the first comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing daily at specific hours”.

Cluster headaches were only formally classified by international headache societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel which delivers blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the condition explain this.

In 1998, researchers published the findings of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a major medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.

In spite of such progress, diagnosis remains slow. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had four surgeries before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor researched his symptoms.

Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other primary head pain disorders, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which side do symptoms appear? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies.

A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misunderstood her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a calm volunteer talked me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack passed.

Official guidance on management advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug administered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the bouts of some people.

But consultant neurologists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined clinical process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is critical: “The duration of the cycle dictates the approach.” Short bouts with infrequent episodes are managed with acute treatment alone. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the side of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.

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Thomas Stokes
Thomas Stokes

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